by Rishi Daftuar. It’s cute, watch it.

Since last night I’ve been trying to figure out if I have a work ethic issue. I’m always moving, 90% of that time I’m working on something I need for a class/for school in general/for a life goal. I’m always exhausted. It’s getting to the point now where I’m getting soft and giving in to my desire to sleep. But then I remember it’s Thanksgiving time and it’s almost finals time and then I’ll have about a month to get over this apathy that is creeping in.

I don’t have a work ethics issue. But I don’t know if I’m trying to convince myself or someone else. I guess I’m just realizing I’ve come to respect the work ethic and character of a new person of whom I would like similar respect from in return. I feel that my current situation does not reflect my seriousness regarding school. Then again, I’m doing the best I can right now and this programming thing is a pain in the ass so really I just need to calm down because no one else is pointing any fingers.

Maybe the words “work ethic”  just struck a cord and got me feeling guilty because I won’t be worrying about this assignment as much as he will be because I know my abilities will be limited. Maybe it’s because I care what he thinks.

Either way, there just aren’t enough hours in a day.